Since i came back from OZ, i just spent my time in my previous hostel. I'm working as a promoter in one shop. i want to further my studies but my application still in progress.. i have to wait ..it for next term in february or maybe it'll be different if i already have my own proposal. It's has been a long time for me to write in my own blog.. i have no idea what to share..i have nothing to share..instead of preparing myself to read whatever book i have to 'top up' my knowledge.
i know..some of my frens already got a job..some of them just stay at home and waiting for precious time which is convocation ceremony. And i felt ashamed because sometimes i cant event attend any discussion circle with any chance i got. i felt so sorry for everything.. what i can do is just donating for them. that's the only choice i got. By the way, have you read about Gaza? have you pray for them? i thinks that's all i can do.. recite "Qunut Nazilah" so that Allah will always help them.
I afraid if we just sit here and not knowing what's happen, our brothers and sisters will ask what we did for them as a muslims? not even pray for them?
it's a board experience being a promoter.. it's like you are wasting your whole life just to promote your product.. but what make me to do this kind of boring job?